(:

2009-08-27T22:04:00.001+08:00

it wouldnt have hurt so much if i never saw you. it wouldn't have hurt so much of we've never met. if nothing ever happened. if i didnt have feelings. if she didnt appear? if this. and that. oh god i hate you. but wait, how many time have i said this to myself and wanted to forget you? infinite times. i like you a little too much, too much. just a little too much. yes, just a little. nothing should ever have happened. lhj, you're the biggest mistake in my life ever. i know that i'll have to eat my words soon, because seriously, i said so before, i like you a little too much..
phonecall from my dear jasmine came as soon as i exited my conversations. great timing, i must say. tears were spilling over. a phonecall from town, saying things i've only heard from you and only you alone. i'm sorry i didnt say much back cos i was on the verge of breaking down in the living room already. but now, i just want to tell you how much you mean to me. same to you, my dear jas, same as what you said to me. i love you and i'll keep you in my heart forever.

the last day

2009-08-25T23:34:00.002+08:00

The day didn't start out right. Alarms were canceled in mid-ring and buses drove off without picking anyone up. A phonecall made me run up the stairs and I found a desperate prayer flying off my lips. It was the first time in many days. I missed a 6 mark question. Hugged my dearest Jasmine but stepped on her foot yet again. Tears found their way out after I turned away.
My E35B babies I'll never forget you.
Rewarded myself with a Subway cookie in the end. Finished 2 movies. Dad needs to buy another 2 more bottles of Meiji Strawberry Milk. I just finished the last one.

Watching Sukira is the closest thing that I can ever do to feel closer to you. That's the only thing. Even if I spoils to think that a few thousands over people are enjoying it with you too :D
Mass conversations, ♥

now really,

2009-08-25T01:16:00.001+08:00

Tell me what's wrong with this picture?
No, I see nothing wrong at all.

skjdhgfkjsagf

2009-08-24T00:35:00.000+08:00

.____________________.

i can't get past this day...

2009-08-23T22:29:00.000+08:00

..Fighting a losing battle...

2009-08-22T17:18:00.001+08:00

Random dancing, screaming and swooning. A blessed night spent with friends, and we didn't seem like we met for the first time either. Laughed our asses off sitting in kfc, dropped a fork, spat out fried chicken skin, and laughed somemore. We need more outings, don't you think. Dang, I really did enjoy myself. Although it tired me out and ... Yeah :D

It's time for change. Yes it is. No more being to open-minded, time to set some limits for a person's own good. Might not have said anything, but the annoyance was there. But really, it was evident. Unless you were blind, that is. However, you're precious to her afterall. How could she not have forgiven you?

lies.

2009-08-20T19:55:00.004+08:00

Talked to a junior/online friend/real life friend whom I've never spoken to for a long time. Mass ranting conversations make me exceptionally happy. Everyone's being sad and moody nowadays. What a month August is. Also, people say that very often you take after the person you like because it's often that you observe him/her too much. Wait, is this good or bad?
Will you lose yourself being like this? Your identity?

Boy needs to be taught how to protect himself. So he won't follow in his sister's footsteps, like how she followed her father. It was the biggest mistake in her life ever. His sister does not want him to continue being like this. He has to be strong. He is a smart kid. Not like his sister. He can soar to such great heights. He has abilities far beyond his sister's. He can do so much more...

>.<

2009-08-20T01:25:00.000+08:00

TIRED PEOPLE NEED TO SLEEEEP.

TACTLESS! D:<

2009-08-20T00:52:00.002+08:00

PLEASE, TELL ME AGAIN.
WHY IS THIS SCHOOL'S SYSTEM SO LIKE THAT ONE?!
BULLSHITTTTTTTTTT.

^ omg what was that. Seriously dont even bother.

a foolproof act...?

2009-08-20T00:23:00.001+08:00

Some memories can never be forgotten this easily. It's the same as how a person can think of something that happened a few years back but yet feel those feelings completely and get sad all over again. We are all human. We feel. Whatever happened, I bet it wasn't difficult to forget. To forgive, yes. But forgetting is another matter. Will never be able to do it. I don't get why you've been, why we've have been so silly, considering taking out own lives because of people undeserving of our deaths. Dear girl, never be so silly again.
We've got to move on someday, and that's the day that we forget...

why is it that...

2009-08-19T22:33:00.003+08:00

why do we have to grow up? Why can't we stay this way forever, childish in our own way, immature in our actions, thoughts.. Why? Being you guys, you have to be mature this early. You cannot do what others your at your age are doing.
You guys achieve more than others, but you lose more too. What is this bullshit. Why is it like that.

You hope with all our heart that tomorrow will be a better day. You need some enlightenment. You plop yourself on a chair and refuse to get up because it's just so comfy. And then you drift off into sleep because you found whatever you were doing to be just downright boring. But, Miss, have you ever occurred to you that doing whatever you're supposed to be doing might and is actually better for you?
I bet you didn't. That's why.

.....................

2009-08-18T21:33:00.001+08:00

whatthephuckplease.

2009-08-14T09:50:00.004+08:00

(click for larger picture)

I don't even bother.
I've had no tags since 10th August, and then wow.
Look at the amount of unique visitors since then.
I've had it with assholes who stalk me.

____________

2009-08-13T22:57:00.002+08:00

This might be from a song you heard,
from a movie or a show you watched,
from a book you read,
from some random thing that has these written on it,
because of your hyung,
~~or maybe because you're a fucking genius.~~
oh whatever it is.. ♥

'a song to sing'

2009-08-11T21:35:00.003+08:00

Went off with Jasmine and Pradeep at the end of 1st study break. Cursed the weather while walking to our destination. IT Helpdesk was Pradeep's best friend. 2 cups of what-was-that? Double Choc Frappes? Yum. ~~Secrets.~~ Best friends; Heartwarming.
Thank you for trusting me ♥
I believe it wasn't an easy thing to say.

where the heart is..

2009-08-10T23:34:00.000+08:00

Mine's with you guys ♥

because...

2009-08-06T19:48:00.000+08:00

...my mum has officially turned herself against me just because I failed to mop the floor.

T-T

2009-08-06T13:14:00.000+08:00

no, seriously,
yes, you're such a dick sometimes for putting me through all this agony.
no, us, putting us through all this agony for you,
just because we love this guy called lee hyukjae,
you put us through this agony.
you.

be this way,
because then we'll be able to see the real you :)

traumatized, traumatized, traumatized.

2009-08-05T10:32:00.000+08:00

OMG HOT OR WHAT.
MY BRAIN IS ON FIRE!!!

because i'm so freakin' awesome and you're not,

2009-08-03T19:14:00.001+08:00

Boy thinks he's perfect.
He is.

Another 6 days and I can go back to school. What the heck. Another next week, it's already sort of the mid years. So this was what I have been doing. Study for a month, exam. Study for another month or so, exam. Study for another 5 weeks, wow. It's the exams again!
This is a routine.
What. Three months of studying, 3 exams. And then, 7 weeks of vacation? Very much want!

This is some kind of a process, isn't it?

2009-08-03T10:24:00.002+08:00

My dear boy, I think I just sort of watched you grow up.
I hope you stay this way forever.
Crying after your first debut performance at age 19.
Crying when your members celebrated your birthday for you together with the fans.

Crying after getting your first award at age 20.
Crying because of other reasons, be it meaningless or meaningful.
Crying because of a bag of sweets at the age of 22.
Crying after getting each award.
Crying after getting number one 3 weeks in a row.
Crying after getting number one again when the song hasn't even been released for more than a week.
You were the same boy who held on to your leader's hand when the needle penetrated your arm, the same boy who offered your own blood when you very well knew you are afraid of needles and jabs.

And then. You dyed your hair red for the concert not because of the stylists but because of the Slam Dunk character you're gonna be portraying in the concert -.-

Stay this way and don't change. Forever?

"spells major heartbreak to me..."

2009-08-02T15:06:00.000+08:00

Sweet boy is too sweet it breaks my heart into tiny little pieces.

random quizzzzz

2009-07-31T10:49:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. (NOWHAT. RUSERIOUS. NO.)

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

useless knowledge and skills?

2009-07-29T20:03:00.003+08:00

I need the laptop to myself in a secluded corner of my room sitting on my swivel-chair and just chill while watching endless movies.
Free of ~~Hyuk~~, schoolwork and other disturbances.

Problem statement today was fairly easy. Useless knowledge and skills. Dear Danielle very conveniently broadcasted my love for reading gay porn (wtflol) in class while I was trying hard to explain that I was just reading boyxboy fanfiction and trying to not make it sound bad. Okay but I sort of made matters worse anyway. Seriously, I don't have an image anymore. And they even said my 'useless' skill is to spam 500 "NONONONONONO"s in a minute. Hahaha you guys very cute.

My inhaler is expired. I didn't bother to check the date and I just happily inhaled when I found it lying in my bedside drawer. Because I thought I lost it again. And then I plucked out the cartridge to see the expiry date, got a shock, spouted colorful language in the conversation window and.. yeah. You get it. Oh yes, I never mentioned it but chatting with my dear ~~pervs~~ SGELFs is very entertaining and everything nice nice nice. Uh huh yes I love these people.

korean class is jjjjjjjjang~

2009-07-26T21:58:00.001+08:00

Fancy a Hyuk-star kicking a soccer ball? :D

Because Danielle's eyes are extra pretty here.
Yinting is a busy little bitch, smsing God-knows-who when both of us are here.
Korean class was jjang and cold, as per usual. Sunsaengnim is damn cute. I gave out star crackers to everyone, because there was only a few of us ):
Not too bad actually. Make-up lessons, jjang!

School tomorrow. Maths.
T-T

my friday is not freaking perfect.

2009-07-24T18:15:00.004+08:00

Seeing my classmates and being in class with them again feels great. Blessed and eye-crinkling smiles filled my face half the time. Now, all I need is for my facilitator to stop getting into my business and a warm cup of Blackcurrant tea and my Friday is good. Not that good but good enough for me.

Okay what the heck yes yes yes it was my fault for reading fmylife and a couple of blohyuk and haehyuk smut fics in class. I get excited when I see that "NC-17" rating underneath those 2 names. Hard not to. Hohoho.
Music Bank today, yo. Because I couldn't catch the one on Tuesday, eeesh.

i need to fry myself for this. seriously.

2009-07-23T19:37:00.008+08:00

Hey there guys, no I'm not really shifting back, I'm just cross-posting yo.
And I love my blogskin.
Man, Lee Hyukjae why so effing cute and hot?
Boy, you're beautiful! /tears of joy.

OH YES. Weird dream is weird. I had the weirdest dream ever yesterday. And it sort of led to me vomiting when I got out of bed.
I guess the proposal presentation went quite well, according to Sam. And as I expected, someone didn't turn up. If there's an evaluation system for the proposal I'm making sure she fails it. And then all of a sudden the costume thing. Wtf. No one even informed me and you're telling me that you're in a tight spot? Lol fug, tight spot over what?!

----------

I'm sorry,
you were and you still are.
Forgive my complaints, will you?
♥

1st-5th may: kl /m'sia trip

2009-07-23T15:46:00.001+08:00

It is a super late post alright.
i actually felt like killing my parents for cheating me.
Because they didn't actually tell my brother and I where exactly we were going.
There were no hotels involved and actually it doesn't really matter, but the conditions that we were living in.. T-T
No words.

My mother was actually watching what? Kungfu Panda and a bunch of other movies on my brother's Ipod. I was busy hogging mine and forcing my brother to watch Sorry Sorry performances. That's pretty much the reason why he's sort of into them now. :D

The weather was so very hot, and the air conditioning in the car wasn't helping at all. GAH, I nearly died on the way. How many hours in the car with a few stops in between? Almost 6 hours. Definition of torture.

THERE WERE ALOT OF DOGS. And believe it or not I was really scared of them at first. But it really was just the Bitch that's scary, Her puppies were really harmless.

My brother and father were going to look at the fishes. Yes, my uncle owns this whole land thing and that pond you see is sort of a breeding place for the fish he is selling. Okay so actually my uncle owns a fish farm, a pig farm and God knows how many more farms and whatsnot.

Where we lived in during the first 2 days. At least there was a television set but all the channels were either in Malay or Cantonese.

Stupid brother nearly fell playing with that chair.

I don't know. My father likes being a dork. Especially in the mornings.

Puppies were still sleeping until I woke them up the noises coming from my wet slippers.

jaw, bbs.

2009-07-11T15:48:00.000+08:00

^done by yours truly, yo.
Kangin, Shindong and Hyuk were on Music Core for a special performance with ~~oh shit i forgot who. not on purpose okay.~~
DAYUM.
It was cute and hot.
Hyuk in the low cut white shirt that emphasized his arms. *____*
KILL ME.

it was "wear-a-hat-to-class-day" today!

2009-07-10T19:41:00.000+08:00

And although science was stupid, I UNDERSTOOD IT!
Because it was on cells, and I've never taken Biology before -.-
Thanks so much yeah?

I didn't wear a hat when I was going to school but my dear Jasmine Koo Li Shan made me wear it when I entered the classroom.
I very very obediently did so even though I swore to myself I am so gonna take it off as soon as I step out of class.
However, somehow, my hair took the shape of the cap so.. It's not very nice.
No, I'm not posting the picture up here for alllll of you to see. I'm not that stupid.
It's only on my Livejournal :D

heyheyheyyy~

2009-07-09T22:40:00.000+08:00

Electricity in my room, and I mean in my room only, tripped. Last night. No, this morning.
I had to "wait" till I was perspiring through my shirt before I realised I was sweating. Cool.
The air conditioner was off, and I got up and started whimpering and whining.
Because you can't believe how freaking tired I was.
And I wanted to get a proper night's sleep. And I didn't get it.
My mum was woken up by my noises and she went to switch the stuff back on in the store-room.

Around 6am, the thing tripped again. And I continued sleeping, my battery dead charging phone's alarm didn't ring because it wasn't charged. Fk.
And I woke up late. Hence, took a cab to school with Eileen. I owe you 10 bucks

I was listening to One Love on repeat mode in the taxi,
listened to it on the way home,
and while I was washing the dishes. :D
And then during Sukira, they played it.
YAY MUCH? ♥♥♥♥♥

Jeebus, today's the first time I watched and listened to Sukira live. Only the first hour was bora, though.
But DAYUM. Their voices are so much clearer when there's no bora.
OMG THEIR VOICE.
DAMN SEXY.
but i only listened to half of the song cos i went to the toilet argh.
/bricked.

am so fucked.

2009-07-08T20:38:00.000+08:00

I sort of want to do well for my cognitive module exam today. I did my best studying for it and doing it.
Actually, I think I can do pretty well, but since the answers are pretty subjective.. It's up to the facilitator if he/she wants to grade me up or down ):
Ehyyyy the world ain't fair. ">It's even more stupid that I actually meng-ed my way through class after 2nd meeting. I was just so effing tired. You can't imagine/
Alright maybe you can. Shisus this is stupid. Maybe looking at universities together with my dear fil wasn't such a great idea. It's stressing me out. All that money and those grades I need to get.
OH DEAR OH DEAR OH DEAR.

I'm Genie for your world

2009-07-06T21:21:00.000+08:00

OHOMFGXZ LEGS!

isf, yo.

2009-07-05T13:35:00.000+08:00

eeeesh i need to watch isf nao!!
the roller coaster ride, jungsoo making hyuk's hair back into place ♥
the pillow fights: hyuk was being such a cute idiot rolling off the thing when he's supposed to stop it from turning.
the couple stuff,
hyuk's random dancing in those leather pants. AND THE CAMERA MAN ILY FOR TAKING HIS CROTCH!!!!!!!
homfg homfg homfg.

<
sorry for the lack of capping because i'm lazy to do so.
:D

a very wtf and redundant post.

2009-07-02T21:32:00.000+08:00

HEY THAR GAIS~
Eeeesh my fringe actually looks nice here.
And it made my eyes look smaller under my glasses. Aieeeeee.

Jas, Eileen, Cass and I totally went mad in Mos Burger. Even the word 'kukubird' can make Jasmine spurt out her milk tea onto me and Eileen. Very well done.

golden melody awards

2009-06-27T21:24:00.001+08:00

SO ADORABLE I TELL YOU.
The red carpet, watching the boys walking the red carpet on my home tv!
The host asked them to sing Sorry Sorry. They did and Donghae danced to it. Even the host said that it was "HAO KE AI"! (meaning so cute) OH SHISUS. THEN KANGTEUK WAS LAUGHING AND POINTING AT SOMETHING BEHIND THE CAMERA OR AT THE SCREAMING FANS BY THE SIDE. SO FREAKING CUTE TELL YOU. The boys were very smiley smiley all the way. Jungsoo is so cute. Oh Hyuk. Hyuk. HYUK HYUK HYUK. SO DARN HANDSOME. And blur. Hehehehehehehehe.
Then some fan screamed Yesung's name I think, and he turned towards her and smiled waved AAH SO CUTE AAAAHH. And then they went off.
And I had to go off to bathe and then for dinner and then when I came back I had to bathe again because there was food smell. And I missed the part where they gave out the prize I went to bathe..
Luckily there's Tudou.com! SO FAST!
HOMFG THE BOYS ARE SO CUTE. WO MEN SHI SUPER-JUNIOR! LOLLOL JUNGSOO HAS SO MUCH SCREEN TIME. THE HOST ASKED WHO IS THE WEIRDEST IN SUPER JUNIOR, AND ALL OF THEM POINTED TO HEENIM. HE LOOKS AWESOME ALL SMILEY IN HIS SUNNIES HOMAGAH. THEN THE CO-PRIZE PRESENTER ASKED "WHO TIRES THE MOST EASILY?" AND EVERYONE POINTED TO JUNGSOO. AND HE WAS LIKE "NA? NA?" And Donghae went, "因为李特最老!" And his ZUI LAO WAS SO EFFING CUTE! AAAHHH CUTE! BECAUSE LEETEUK IS THE OLDEST. PUUAHAHAHAHA!
-homghhomghhomghcalmdown-

Then the prize presentation, when the winners came onstage, the boys went YAYYYYY, Leeteuk hugged one of the women and the fans screamed sooo loud! The he carried on to hug Kangin, Hyuk, Shindong and Donghae. And Hankyung hugged Hyuk. For what? I DO NOT KNOW. HAHA FANSERVICE?! BUT IT IS DAMN CUTE RAAAAH! And the boys were going to go off the stage after presenting one award, and they gathered back again. Second prize, it was a representative who came up to take the prize. The boys kept gathering around him to see what's on the paper. Hello boys, can you even read or understand what's on it? With the exception of Geng of course.

HOURS LATER.
THE BOYS ARE FINALLY ON. I AM SO INCOHERENT. HOMG. HYUK IS SHUAI DE LOR. OH SHIT. OH NEVERMIND. I DONT WANNA SAY ANYTHING. GO WATCH THE PERFORMANCE. OH OH OH . NEVERMIND. YESUNG'S ADLIBS WERE AWESOME IN IT'S YOU HOMFG. AND HEENIM'S NAAAAAAAN IS JJANG. AND THEN IN SORRY SORRY. HYUK. SHUAI UNTIL PO BIAO! ARGH I AM SO EFFING INCOHERENT NOW. GO SPEAK TO SOMEONE ELSE.I WANNA KILL MYSELF COS I KEPT SPAZZING INFRONT OF THE LAPTOP SCREEN INFRONT OF THE TV AND I SPENT MORE TIME YELLING INTO CONVERSATION WINDOWS THAN CONCENTRATING ON THE PERFORMANCE ITSELF. BUT HYUK. OH HYUK. HYUK AHHHH! I LOVE YOU!

BOYS GENERATION BABY~

2009-06-26T19:13:00.000+08:00

Patiently waiting for the BG's perf, and SNSD's comeback.
And then Onew falls and gives me a shock. T___T
Hara oh man I love love your voice, you really should sing more. At least, more than that Park Gyuri. >.<
Why does this remind me of Hyuk's version of it on Idol Army?
Onew's outfit is soo effing cute! Wow, I hope Jessica and Tiffany 'regains' their short hair in Genie's performance.
Oh CL, you're such a dear for saying that. T__T
R.I.P, Michael Jackson.
Somehow, I don't like Jo Sungmo's live performances. He doesn't exactly sound that nice. ~~ugh i'm totally dying waiting for the comeback performance and boys' generation here~~

(Now, me and my friends are side tracking. Because FT is at Tampinese Mall. And we're thinking why can't they just come to Lot One instead. And they went onto the flyer already! Someone should bring them to a Pasar Malam. Meaning Night Market in Malay. Those large scale ones. They will melt but it's a good experience, no?)

Son Dambi. I still think her previous song deserves number 1 more that Saturday Night. Really. (I think I'm writing some kind of report.)
KARA AGAIN! They performed Honey and Pretty Girl. I remember chasing their HD performances everytime after they perform. Together with SS501's U R Man. Oh hahaha. Yinting said something about Hara being skinny and it seems like her legs are gonna snap anytime while dancing. I sorta agree with you.
You know, Jo Sungmo's voice is really not bad. But his singing technique is.. Oh Baek Jiyoung.. K.Will! Singing That's What Friends Are For.

(Now we're contemplating what the boys are gonna wear during the Gee performance. Colored skinnies? I wanna see.

OHMYGOD. COLORED SKINNIES. HAT ON HYUK. JOKWON'S CHEER U UP SHIRT. OH HAHAHA HE TOTALLY BITCHED THE STAGE JOKWON YOU HE-BITCH, YOU. LAUGHING MY ASS OFF. HYUK'S GREEN SKINNIES. OH WORK THOSE HIPS. ARGH THE RAPPING. ARGH HYUK. YOU. YOU. YOU. I LOVE YOU.
OMG DAMN CUTE. ALL OF THEM. OMG SHIT. THEN SNSD APPEARS. AAAAH.

OH HOLY JEEBUSERUS. GENIE. WHAT IS THAT COLOR? CHOCOLATE?
OHHOLY SHIT. THE FANCHANTS. ZHOMFG. OKAY I DONT WANNA TALK ANYMORE.

Tvants is lagging. Jasmine and Yinting just told me they performed Sorry Sorry + Neorago. And I'm crying buckets already. BECAUSE I DIDNT KNOW THEY WILL BE PERFORMING. HOLY SHIT. OH OH NOW THEY'RE ON. OH SUNGMIN. SUNGMIN'S STANDING BY THE SIDE. SIWON'S VOICE BROKE ROFLMAO AAAHAHAHA SORRY. HYUK'S HIDING HIS PRETTY EYES BEHIND THOSE SUNNIES. DONGHAE FINALLY CUT HIS HAIR (?) JUNGSOO EFFING SMILED. AND HE CHANGED HIS LYRICS TO CONTAIN E.L.F INSIDE. AND AND AND THEY LOOK LIKE THE MAFIA. *______*
The transition from Neorago to Sorry Sorry was so awkward.

"GENIE FOR YOU E.L.F!"
Oh Heenim.. *____*
(unless I heard wrong..)

Gee won. I mean, SNSD won. Crying. The encore song came out, and a CF involving penguins came out.
How anti-climax. Wtf.

BREAK.

2009-06-21T19:43:00.002+08:00

You know what I'm gonna do?
I'm gonna move to Livejournal temporarily until I get over this phase.
If I ever get over it, that is.
No, it's not the link I have over in the links section, it's over somewhere else, where no one knows exactly who I am.
Of course, entries are locked.
I bet you can't find me, but if you do, do drop a comment in the "f-locked" entry and I shall add you if I'm happy.
And I won't if I'm not. Or if I don't know who the heck you are, or why the hell you want to add me.
Goodbye.

It's not end, it's AND.

2009-06-20T17:13:00.000+08:00

"사랑해요 고마워요 ... 기억할께요.
I love you, thankyou... I'll remember."

We'll remember too!

And then, Hyuk gave me a heart attack during the performance, and more and more and more after that.
Sheeeet.
Damn handsome.
My goodness.
Really.
Those girls don't want you, I want.

it's just that..

2009-06-18T12:23:00.000+08:00

you are you are you are.
you all are! :D

365 days

2009-06-16T22:14:00.004+08:00

이혁재야오빠,
는 365 일 이상에 대한 감사 와서.
1 년 긴 것은 아니지만, 그것도 짧은 시간이 아니다.
여기까지 와서 당신과 함께 기쁘게 생각합니다.
이것은 사랑이 아니고 둘 - 양면,하지만 상관 없어요 왜냐하면
너무 사랑합니다!

*당신을 사랑하기 때문에 인간이 너무 자유 예요.
아무도 당신을 조이고있습니다.
당신이 무엇을 원하지 않는다.

그냥 행복하게보고...

PS: don't even try. The above won't exactly work in a translator :)

:D

2009-06-15T08:51:00.001+08:00

Oh those boys..
Damn cute!

-.-

2009-06-13T18:30:00.001+08:00

I feel like blogging.
But I don't know what to post about.

Dang.
Park Jungsoo please please please why can't you just stop thinking so much?
Why?
Oh you silly bitch..
Stupid boys.
Stop,
please.

laptop repair, mubank!

2009-06-12T21:58:00.002+08:00

YINTING LOST IT. LIKE FINALLY.

Anyways as some of you know, I stepped on my laptop screen by accident, the mercury inside the screen broke/leaked and I brought it to the service center this morning.
The blasted warranty didn't cover the LCD screen thing thing and I ended up having to pay a whopping $580. Darn it.

3 Music Bank caps ~~cos i iz ossum like zat.~~

"Oh oh ONLY4U"

oh oh lips? You want lips on yours right? ~~okokigiveyouminedarnit~~

TOO CLOSE. DANGER. HANCHUL DANGER.

ce today

2009-06-09T20:07:00.003+08:00

hey girls,
thank you for today <3

...

2009-06-09T18:40:00.004+08:00

so you think i care
well what do you know
you know nothing
everything nothing
this sucks shitloads
and you know it
so stop pretending to be someone you're not
screw your stupid company
no
screw yourself
if it's so bloody difficult then dont bloody do it
no one's forcing you to do it
so just.. let it go
im good at this game, im good at playing this game you call Pretend

Who am I kidding?
Nothing's ever going to change. I hope.

jkadsjhgsadk

2009-06-07T15:24:00.005+08:00

Hyuk is the specialest 'cos he has special bling bling shoes!

Congratulations for your Mutizen!

Phfft, I should have known when I pasted your entry into Google translator.
Bits and pieces of translated emo. I should have known.

You can't always be 2 things at a time.
You gain some and lose some.
As an artiste, I guess you lose your privacy and freedom.
(To do the things others at your age want to do, to release whatever that you want to write in your own personal blog...)

I almost forgot you have your own personal life.
Your own ~~freaking~~ freedom.
The freedom to dateothergirlskissothergirlsdothingstoothergirlstolikegirlstoogleatgirls.
dammit. I just frking hate it that i love you just too much.

Anyways, Happy 2 years FT.
For the 6 Treasures.

Hyuk's cy-entry

2009-06-06T22:41:00.002+08:00

*______*

and please don't blame me for the lame gif posts..

___

2009-06-05T14:41:00.001+08:00

*dies of shoulder overdose*

Rhapsody Camp 1-3 June

2009-06-04T17:13:00.003+08:00

the above picture has got nothing to do with the content below. Just to put it plainly, Super Junior is coming back with Supershow II!
*___*

Camp was a blast.
I was actually glad that I went and that the camp's schedule wasn't too packed and/or stuff like that.
And blame my stupidity for not taking pictures. Yay me.
Happy that I went, happy that a stayed over. Happy that I made new friends. Happy this and happy that. Yes, as you can see I'm lazy to blog about the details because I ~~just woke up 3 hours ago~~ am just feeling plain lazy.
But reallyyyyy. Rhapsody people are just fun, full of crap and horny.
REALLY.
Okay enough bye.

ps. OH YES YES KRANJI'S SYF FIESTA IS ON @ RP'S TRCC TOMORROW.
Please pray hard that I remember to bring my camera. (Oh and I need to buy some flowers and sorts for my Sister-in-law my dear Eekie.)

LIES.

2009-05-28T23:59:00.002+08:00

Listening to "This Fool" by Wonder Girls as I type this. Irrelevant but.. I just thought of including it inside here.

And the school sent a letter to my parents saying that I missed school thrice. Haha, to think that I thought it would never come. Who knew it came so suddenly..
So of course I felt guilty for lying to my parents, I came clean to my mum. She appears to have forgiven me. But I know that I lost another bit of the remaining trust she had in me.
How am I supposed to say that I'm sorry?

Anyways, I enjoyed school for a bit today.
Scandals and what's not. They're pretty interesting.
A capella was cool. And I love Eileen to bits for being so high that it brightened up my somewhat "argh-my-left-side-is-pain" day.
REARRY.

what the eff.

2009-05-28T23:20:00.002+08:00

http://i41.tinypic.com/2qx0ynd.png <--here
-speechless-

Like seriously. How can a person be so vile?
Poking fun at a person's country's beliefs..
At a person who had lost a father..
At a person's character..
At a person's outer actions..
At something that isn't even true..?

a churning stomach and clammy hands

2009-05-27T13:58:00.003+08:00

I'm not in the industry yet, but school is being a bitch as always.
It's bitchy everywhere. And I try to convince myself.. "Who doesn't want to survive?"
Does being a bitch confirm you a place in this bitchy industry?
I just hope that I actually have the guts to be a complete bitch, just to survive.
But I don't feel like being selfish.

It came in a form of a short, desperate prayer.

kyuhyun's 3rd~

2009-05-27T00:52:00.000+08:00

Happy 3rd Anniversary, Cho Kyuhyun.
-magnae and 13th member of Super Junior.

aksjdhadgk

2009-05-26T20:30:00.003+08:00

I keyboard smash because I can.
(: No pictures now cos I'm blogging from my house computer using the Guest account.

Alright alright what the ghei I'm sorry I didn't update properly for a few days.
But what I can do when my life's so ~~bloody~~ boring and that my memory is so good that I can't recall majority of the stuff I did.

Had Understanding Test once last week for Cognitive, had Enterprise's yesterday and Maths today. Can kill. My brains are fried already.

And then I nearly puked on Woodland's platform and swallowed the bile in. Gross I know but I don't wanna puke there and right then. Wtg.
So factors factors factors I rummaged through my bag for keys to the gate, threw my bag and laptop on the chair and bleched away in the toilet.
Speak about gross.
My headache won't go away, and my arms are weak. I don't even know how I managed to type this wordy post.

Also, I don't understand why the heck my school has a different school holiday schedule from other schools. WTG I mean like.. Why should I have holidays when I can't even spend it with my friends from outside school?
Chey, act special only.

sometimes,

2009-05-25T22:10:00.002+08:00

I miss those times when I actually get a really good book, get my ass stuck onto a chair and read the whole thing from the front to back.

Maybe I just lack a good book to read.
Or maybe I'm just too caught up with the imaginary person I'm in love with.

horribler.

2009-05-24T21:29:00.005+08:00

Well, guess I get emo on Sundays too..

ooljima-yo

2009-05-23T13:53:00.005+08:00

I don't know why I get emo on Saturdays.

Just got home from my sleepover at Yinting's cosy little hut.
(I miss my imaginary friend at home a lot.) Danielle don't freak out,
join us next time, kay?

Anyhoots, Music Core later on.
Hopefully they wear new outfits. Their clothes must stink by now already.
(What's with the sweat and all that.)
South Korea's ex-president committed suicide and music shows and maybe loads more entertainment shows are cancelled too.
I dont know what to make of it. ~~because i want my star king so badly~~

Yesterday's Music Bank:

Congratulations boys! We won again!

ps, hyuk-ah sometimes i love to see you cry. Just to see how your hyungs and dongsaengs are all over you, cheering you up and making you feel more loved.

hey gais..

2009-05-23T00:36:00.002+08:00

I'm creating a super private blog somewhere in the blogosphere.
If you manage to find it then good for you.
If you don't then.. Maybe you're not allowed to enter that deeper part of my thoughts yet.
And duh no I won't abandon this place, of course.

hyuk's cy entry

2009-05-21T23:06:00.005+08:00

(in the 한류스타 사생활 "Hanryu star personal life" section)
2009.05.20 (2009.05.21 04:39)

An unfamiliar day...
When I'm laughing, it's not laughing ^^

source: Eunhyuk's CY
credits: SJ baidu bar, 尛疯鯸@银赫家族
translated by bonbon58@sj-world.net

Chicken-nugget, can you at least arrange those stickers on your entry page nicely?
It was difficult to even read your enry.
(But nonetheless it was cute uhhhhhhh!)
Why? Are you feeling unhappy? Not feeling like yourself?
Don't be..

ps; i realised that it's already one month from my 17th birthday.. Times flies, Fast.

there's a man

2009-05-21T16:43:00.003+08:00

who looks strangely like a monkey lying on my bed..
..should I scream and run away or join him?

I think I'm going to die.
My fever's gone, but my limbs are still limp, I keep sneezing and I'm having a super achy headache/migraine whatever shizz you call it.
Thanks you very the kamsa I don't know what I did wrong to deserve this shizz. (Especially the headache part..)

Oh God spare me the painnnnnn...

oh wonderful day.

2009-05-20T23:51:00.005+08:00

Today's cognitive, I really didn't understand.
I didn't even understand what I'm saying half the time in class.
People pissed me off.
My shirt wasn't co-operating with me; it tore.
I keep falling alseep.
I was so hungry my hunger turned into air and I felt like vomitting air and the forced-down nasi lemak through my eyes and nose.

Omgah I felt like dying.
And I feel a cold coming. I can feel it through my veins~!

igotacceptedintorhapsodyhomfg.

2009-05-20T09:41:00.001+08:00

thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou!

start of ze understanding tests

2009-05-20T00:30:00.003+08:00

homfg dad and ben-butt!

from kl trip 1-3 may.

jasminekoolishan is my idol <3!

2009-05-19T21:07:00.002+08:00

Pictures say everything.
I'm super glad I have you in my class, super glad I met you.
I super duper love you!

omg my first A thank you very much!!!

2009-05-18T22:32:00.004+08:00

My favouritest module (even though it leaves me confused and depressed after that). Cognitive processes and problem solving; finally.
I got an ~~stinking~~ A! My first ever A in rp history.
TT_TT

Okay, now gimme Hyuk and I can die happy.

IT'S YOU 1ST STAGE,

2009-05-17T17:00:00.010+08:00

-kisses tvants everywhere-
it worked and didn't die on me! *sniffs*

I'm ~~not~~ going to comment on how awesome the performance was.
The boys sounded a bit shaky and nervous, but still, it was awesome and it's not just my biasness.

the gif i wanted to post was too big
*_____*

-Camera man.. I think he doesn't know where to shoot. T_T
-Donghae's jeans were epic.
-Teuk was sleevelss, and his hair!
-Siwon, Ryeowook, as always.
-Kangin's grandpa grey hair made me rofl all over.
-Kyuhyun and his gloves.
-Hyuk, and his shoulder. And his chest pumps.
-Stinking camera man didn't capture the Shin-Hyuk chest thing. Wtf.
-Kangin's epic grey hair again.
-Ming.. Your hair.. *___*
-Hyuk and Shindong's voices. OMG I LOVE.
-Hyuk's flippy hair I love too.
-Geng's chorus.
-Yesung! Ming! Kyu!
-THE CHEST THING EVERYONE DOES.
-Chul's nan. He didn't crack and I'm so happy. And it was amazing too!
-YESUNG'S ADLIBS. HOMFG I LOVE SO MUCH.
-Tic toc Tic toc! Kyuhyun!
-Neorago~

a very belated birthday post and 3 day KL trip.

2009-05-17T13:14:00.004+08:00

Yinting and Danielle came over to my house I think one day after my birthday to celebrate it with me. And of course I really really appreciated it. A lot. The video was awesome.
I love you guys!

They are so awesome they gave me the monkey Hyuk has, and the sad face carebear that I passingly said I wanted.
The doll-monkey Joly is soooo precious. And the carebear. -hugs-

One out of a bunch of bananas that they bought for me. Most of them were eaten by my family in the end.. TT_____TT

Dutch Lady Strawberry milk. They changed Dutch to Hyuk.
And changed a whole load of stuff. Omg epicness okay.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
TEEHE OKAY EDIT THIS POST LIKE SOME OTHER TIME.
INGA IS WAITING FOR ME.
IT'S YOU OMG OMG OMG OM GOMG OMG OM G

alrise0404

2009-05-12T20:48:00.003+08:00

LEE HYUK JAE EUNHYUK I LOVE YOU SO MUCH REALLY.

So "It's You"s official music video was released today and MAN!
IT WAS FREAKING AWESOME.
DED ALREADY I TELL YOU. DED.

And then the 2nd piece of good news is that OMYGAHMRLEEEUNHYUKJAE THAT KUKU BIRD reopened his Cyworld!!!

click for bigger size!

-oh man tears of joy-
TT______TT

I LOVE YOU OKAY I SWEAR TO GOD.

IT'S YOU OMGGGGG

2009-05-09T00:18:00.004+08:00

[edit]
pictures removed because apparently the words on it mean something roughly like "distribute and I will kill you!"
so yeah. :/

I LOVE HOW THEY ARE ARRANGED FROM ELDEST TO YOUNGEST IN THE CAPS.
AND HOW HOW HOW HOT THEY LOOK.
AND HOW AKSJHDKAJDH DIFFERENT HYUK LOOKS LIKE FROM THEM IN TERMS OF DRESSING.
OMG INCOHERENT.

너라고 (Its You) - Super Junior

OMG THE SONG.
THE 30 SECOND TEASER WAS REALLY A TEASER
LEADER GOT A LINE LIKE FINALLY.
AND IT'S JUST O.O MIND BOGGLINGLY HOMFG FANTASTIC.
REPEATREPEATREPEATREPEATREPEATREPEATREPEATREPEAT
And the full song was leaked.
BUT THE SONG WAS AWESOME LIKE WOO

heythar,

2009-05-07T20:15:00.002+08:00

and no, I didn't die.

Anyway I edited the pictures taken on my birthday and those of the Malacca trip. Posting them up soon when I ~~feel like it~~ have the time to do so.
Goodbye~

2009-05-06T20:11:00.001+08:00

Well, what do you know?
And seriously. I've had enough of idiots lurking around and not tagging.
Please okay, have some respect for this place.
Tag!

away,

2009-04-30T23:39:00.002+08:00

from 1st - 3rd May,

heythar,

2009-04-29T22:39:00.000+08:00

Don't you just think so?

Sorry,

2009-04-28T23:00:00.000+08:00

I, have never ever seen that death glare in my father's eyes ever before. I'm guessing that he was really angry. And I can totally feel for him right here.
My father's always being pushed around in the family, and I'm guilty of doing so. (Oh no I'm listening to Yiruma's Kiss The Rain oh no I'm NOT going to cry)
My father's always being bullied by my mother. Anything good from him is always being turned in teh badz by my mother. It's always " Don't follow your father this.." "Don't follow your father that.." "Don't marry a man like your father...". I respect my father a lot. And have never sworn to him (or my mum or whoever. Okeh. Maybe I did that to my brother a gazillion times cos he thinks I'm a pushover but who cares that's not the point)
I just feel so sorry with my father for having to put up with his wife's menopause nonsense. I hate it when she screams at his for no freaking reason at all. She threatens to get a divorce, she throws bits of furniture around the house, spoil stuff and then put the blame on us... Sometimes I just think that he should just do as she deems correct and.. Move on.
I don't want my father to be unhappy.
-----------

Danielle, I know you're not feeling good. I know.
I just don't know how to start or what to do to make you feel better.
I'm sorry for being such a terrible friend.
And I love you.
The freaking both of you.

shit happens to me, and only me,

2009-04-26T18:16:00.000+08:00

Okay and then I got another 20% added to my warning level. Just when I wanted to PM Gaia to decrease the previous one.
Crap, if you're asking me. Crap.

"...and it's even more of a let down, given that we trusted the section moderators to actually control and maintain an area that neither Gaia, Alice or myself ever really visited.."
and blablabla.. Don't fake it be acting so disappointed,
Well then screw you mods if you are not doing your job properly by hunting the forum for threads that go against the forum rules. And then when you finally find out, it's too late and you give everyone a freaking warning level.
(Anyway, you don't the freaking rights to even give me one. Because we all know what you do. Okay. You %$#%$#@!!!)

And, is this place really a community?
You mods or the founder claim that it is a friendly place where you yadda yadda and bla bla..
But what the freak is this community if only the admin staff are talking within themselves, have these inside jokes that only they know. Laugh about inside jokes in open threads where everyone else is accessible to.
What does this make of us normal members?
Are we just plain objects that you have authority over?
Are we just objects for your teasing and never ending inside jokes?

This is why I am never active in the FTISG community anymore. Normal members and admin are so segregated. It's no longer a community.
Seemes like sj-world is like that too.. And I thought that you guys were supposed to be different..?

And then.
School stuff.

I got a D for my maths module.
Because my faci claims that I didn't submit my reflection/tive journal.
WHUTTHEGAY.
Well, I'm lucky I didn't delete the confirmation email..

fooling around,

2009-04-25T17:30:00.003+08:00

[edit]
-CLICK FOR BIGGER IMAGE-

HAHAHA AWWWW

--------------------
Because me and my girlfriend are awesome like that,
We get from happy

To ==

in a matter of a few minutes.
yeah man.

thank you,

2009-04-24T17:39:00.002+08:00

It's another one of those days that I have to rely on my inhaler to get past another day.
Someone please remind me to bring an inhaler to school..

And they won again.
I told you we can do it. (:

"PLEASE REFLASH YOUR PAGE, OKAIR?"

2009-04-23T21:31:00.002+08:00

[/edit]

whoa sey.
It's competition time :D

MIGHTY HILARIOUS I TELL YOU TODAY.
OMG I AM SO INCOHERENT RIGHT NOW.
Yes, still.

ME WANTS A PIECE OF HYUK TOO ):

HOMFG -INCOHERENT INCOHERENT-
Hyukah I still love you and the hair on your legs too. (Eeeek did I just say that..?)

*CURES YOUR EYES WITH A GUY-HYUK*

/OKAIRH BYEBYE!

OHEMGEE NO WORDS

2009-04-22T23:21:00.002+08:00

CAN DESCRIBE HOW THANKFUL I AM TOWARDS THE BOTH OF YOU.
You know how tired people tend to be more prone to cry easily? I as so pissed off in class today that if I had a knife I would have stabbed him until he dies.
And then in the afternoon, the video.
Homfg man.
The both of you win already.
And in the morning, Eekie's video.
I was smiling to myself like a goon..

HUK.

2009-04-22T00:02:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA CAN YOU FREAKING BELIEVE IT MY BIRTHDAY IS OVER.
NO WONDER I DON'T FEEL SO HIGH ANYMORE.
D:

YINTING YOU WIN OKAY.

happy birthday to you!

2009-04-21T21:25:00.009+08:00

Thank you, people who wished my Happy Birthday.
THANK YOU REALLY REALLY REALLY ALOT.
Really :D

Doreen smsed at 00:00 zhunzhun! :D
Then Ain at 00:01, Danielle at 00:07 (this kuku head wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY everytime she smsed or msned me. Crazy right? :D)
Hester, Mummy, Cassandra (when I called her for her morning call she went "happy birthday~" very groggily hahaha cute man!), Fyze, MaryAnn, Regina, Eekie, Yeegin, Renee, Fara, Samuel, Siyuan, Eileen, Jasmine, Natasha, James, Jungsoo's Jasmine, Yan Ni, Manfred, Yinting..

Speaking of Yinting, she sent me this after I signed out of msn at 11:57pm.

Since i'm a part of sj, it is a "tradition" to send last minute bdae msg! Happy bdae germain chong!
P.S Eunhyuk, let her eat you up just for today?
Rofl.

And girl.. I thought you really forgot. D:
But you didn't!

Sorry if I missed out any of your names okay!

I was having this super duper wooooo pain headache during class today. And the facilitator was sooooo freaking irritating.
-drawls drawls drawls-
OMG MAN AREN'T YOU SUPPOSED TO BE A COMMUNICATOR I DON'T EVEN FREAKING UNDERSTAND WHAT THE HECK YOU ARE SAYING.
oh joy tomorrow's problem solving dunno whut.

GREEAAAAT.
-.-

Ahaha yes okay Jungsoo's Jasmine your birthday is on 1st Sept. I will remember.
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!

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OMGXZ Must watch!
Thank you ah Jungsoo's Jasmine! HAHAHA this cheered me up tons!

1st day of school was

2009-04-20T13:27:00.008+08:00

like that lor.
Module was Enterprise something. Was pretty interesting other than having to come up with the powerpoint slides. We, were made of so much fail it was embarrassing. Our slides were in black and white okay! ZOMFG. Other teams' presentations were much more.. presentable and colorful. Okay, tomorrow's will be better. Right, right, RIGHT?
So my personality is this.

ISFP - "Artist". Interested in the fine arts. Expression primarily through action or art form. The senses are keener than in other types. 8.8% of total population.

Free Jung Personality Test (similar to Myers-Briggs/MBTI)

And it's so win because it's so true it's so freaky!

And I was webcamming with Yinting in food hell. But apparently she can see me and I can't see her. So I introduced Cass and Eileen to her. And HAHAHA zomfgxz so funny!

And then Cassandra, Eileen and I went to Causeway Point to watch 17 Again.

I'm no fan of Zac Efron but the movie is just UNDENIABLY GOOD YOU JUST GOT TO CATCH IT BY HOOK OR BY CROOK.
Everyone in the theatre were practically laughing our heads off, especially the lunatic beside me who goes by the name of Cassandra :D
And clapping our hands while laughing too. HAHAHA OMG WATCH IT IT'S PURE WIN. ZAC EFRON'S ACTING WAS ALSO JJANG!
It was so hilarious and nerve wrecking and ~~pretty~~ very meaningful too. Really.
Just watch it!

okay like omgxz how many times did the both of us brush past each other today like 6times idk but i was sort of happy we did and would anyone even remember tmrw? guess not D: hyukkie i love you!

THE BEAUTIFULLEST STAGE EVER.

2009-04-19T16:51:00.003+08:00

Today's performances were so awesome.
The Energy Song (pepero game omgzdx), Let's Not (the handsome boys on piano), and the energetic Sorry, Sorry performance. The new and improved dandandandaran dance part is just toooo cute.
I really am going to die.
:Q.........................

Energy Song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yaI59tE7k-4

Let's Not
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lvLuGHMdEOE

Sorry, Sorry
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kjSGEjBXD0I

GO WATCH IT LIKE NOW.

Whoa.

2009-04-19T12:47:00.005+08:00

Hyuk,
you really do look sooooo good (and edible) even as a lady.
OMG I WANNA WATCH NEXT WEEK'S INTIMATE NOTE NOW! I'm so looking forward to looking at those muscles when he's dancing Gee and Sorry, Sorry. Homfg I'm such a perv and I know it too. D:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=90s_77R5vqM&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=90s_77R5vqM&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=90s_77R5vqM&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=90s_77R5vqM&feature=related

Hyukie ah, you're so fail and cute at the same time.
Why?

[/edit]
OMGGG AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA I JUST SAW SORRY SORRY'S MUSIC VIDEO ON CHANNEL V TAIWAN AND I AM SO FREAKING HAPPY. THERE'RE EVEN SUBS! CHINESE ONES! OMG I LOVE YOU CHANNEL V. Just like when Don't Don was playing 127365 times a day during that period. My goodness. *_*

okay,,

2009-04-16T23:15:00.002+08:00

So, 2pm's new song is pretty good.
And I'm not going to start comparing their dance steps or whatever to anyone elses'.
Because each is good in their own way.
(HOMFG JUNHO YOUR VOICE IS %$^!%$@!!)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cUgReo37ECw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cUgReo37ECw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cUgReo37ECw

Orientation Day 1

2009-04-15T20:47:00.002+08:00

UMMA SEES WHAT YOU 2 DID THAR.

Hahaha omg the above had nothing to do with the title of this post or whatsoever.
I'm being so stupid here.

And I'm happy that I found new friends in school in my course.
And they're good and happy people.
And some of them like k-pop too. (HOMFGHOMFGHOFOMGHOFMG :D)
And orientation was actually pretty fun!

Alright bai.

whut the phuck.

2009-04-13T22:48:00.002+08:00

HYUKJAE GOT VOTED THAT HE'S MOST LIKELY TO BE A PLAYBOY.
HOW THE HECK CAN THAT BE I ASK YOU?
OMFG YOU GIRLS ARE FREAKING BLIND I TELL YOU!

On a side note, I love having msn conversations and sorts with My dear Danielle and Yinting.
These 2 are the sunshines of my very bland life.
:D

DCID Day Camp :D

2009-04-13T22:15:00.002+08:00

OMG. What an S-line. ~~whutthegayyyyyy~~ :D
-----

DCID Day camp..
Was pretty fun actually.
I just didn't get why people won't at least entertain my "highness"..
I am not even those kind of extra high or something.
And now I dont know what I'm saying.
I am tired.
HOMFG.
I'm tired.
I miss the boys.
I MISS FANDOM ALREADY.
And I'm not looking forward to orientation. Really.

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"Oooooooh what's that raining down from up there?"

"OMG it's... It's..."

"IT'S CONFETTI!!!!!"

"Eeheheheheheheheheheheheee! How fascinating!!"

Omg what's up with me and my poor head...?

#TRIPLE CROWN <3

2009-04-12T15:25:00.001+08:00

PLEASE.
LET EVERYTHING GO ON SMOOTHLY TOMORROW PLEASE.
AND PLEASE LET THEM WIN THE TRIPLE CROWN.
PLEASE!

HOMFG THEY FUCKING WON AND HOMGGGG THE EUNHAE FANSERVICE DURING THE SONG I FREAKING LOVE IT!

"Just because!"

2009-04-11T19:47:00.002+08:00

QUIZ ONE.
1. Do you have any secrets?
→ Maybe, not alot. But yeah. D:

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
→ Maybe, maybe not.

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
→ After having a holiday for like... nearly half a year, I think I actually enjoy going to school. But now, I'm not sure because I'm having the jeebies about going to poly. DDD:

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
→ BILLION DOLLARS? Go for Korean lessons, buy a home in Seoul, save part of the money for university, donate a bit to SJ-World for projects.

5. Which is more blessed, being loved or loving someone?
→ Both, really. Being loved feels great, loving someone makes me feel good too.

6. List out ten favourite songs.
→ Happy Together, What If, Sorry Sorry, Marry U, She's Gone, Let's Not, Club No. 1 (cos it's super sexy!), One Love(cos Hyuk composed it and it's fucking amazing), Sunny, Don't Love(FT), Find(SS501)

7. If the person you admired is attached, what will you do?
→ I admire Hyuk, if he's attached, I will die. Srsly.

8. Is there anything that makes you extremely happy?
→ Almost the same as Yinting's. Spend everyday with Super Junior and have lots of money. And start school properly. Passing everyday happily makes me happy too :D

9. What makes you angry?
→ ANYTHING THAT DOESN'T TURN OUT RIGHT. (<--HAHAHA YINTING'S ANSWER IS SO APPROPRIATE.)

10. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
→ 10 years later I will be 27. Working, I guess. (Married? Hyuk says. D:)

11. Who is currently the most important person to you?
→ No one exactly. Hyukjae, maybe. My family.

12. What is the most important thing in life?
→ Being happy.

13. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
→ Single and rich

14. What is your favourite colour?
→ White (even though I don't really like to wear that color), and sapphire blue (cheesy but true)

15. If you were to fall in love, which 2 people will you pick?
→ I don't exactly get this question, but if you mean the type of person.. Siwon or Hyuk.

16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible the things a person has done to you?
→ I forgive, but never forget.

17. What do you want to tell to the person you like?
→ -has to freaking idea- Cos it's Hyuk, and if I ever see him, my reaction will be like O.O and my mouth will be :O as well

18. What kind of person would you fall in love with?
→ Lee Eunhyukjae (DUH.)

19. List 5 people to pass this on to.
→ Eunhyuk Eunhyuk Eunhyuk Eunhyuk Eunhyuk.

QUIZ TWO
LASTS:

1. last beverage
→ filtered water from the tap.

2. last phone call
→ Home.

3. last text message
→ From Leeteuk's (Danielle)
-then when ya going to take? (my O level cert)

4. last song you listened to
→ Kranji Choir's recording at PJC. IS VERY AWESOME I LOVE YOU GUYS FIGHTING!

5. last time you cried
→ yesterday night while watching Promises of Forever (Eunhae fanvid) for this fanfic that is pretty darn good.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice
→ No.

7. been cheated on
→ No.

8. kissed someone & regretted it
→ No.

9. lost someone special?
→Yes.

10. been depressed?
→ Hmmmm.

11. been drunk and threw up?
→ No.

12. LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: Sapphire blue, white, yellow and brown.

THIS YEAR (2009), HAVE YOU:

13. Made new friends
→ Yes. from SJ-World (same!)

14. Fallen out of love
→ no.

15. Laughed until you cried
→ yes.

16. Met someone who changed you
→ no.

17. Found out who your true friends were
→ this year? No. Last year, yes.

18. Found out someone was talking about you
→ Talking about me in what sense? Talking bad? No.

19. Kissed anyone on your friend's list
→ No.

20. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life?
→ Dont exactly get it.

21. How many kids do you want to have
→ 2? Best is they're twins and are a girl and a boy. D:

22. Do you have any pets
→ 2 rabbits and a turtle.

23. Do you want to change your name
→ When I was young and naive. Not anymore.

24. What did you do for your last birthday?
→ It was during an exam period if I am not wrong. Always has been.

25. What time did you wake up today
→ 10 plus.

26. What were you doing at midnight last night
→ Watching the ghost show on Channel U and Music Bank on KBS World.

27. Name something you CANNOT wait for
→ I CANNOT wait for orientation to end.

28. Last time you saw your father
→ 1 second ago. Because I just glanced at him.

29. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?
→ Nothing exactly. Maybe to change my O results. Make myself study for science harder.

30. What are you listening to right now
→ Nothing. Watching Ai Jiu Zhai Yi Qi on Channel U.

31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom
→ no. not even Jerry. (AHAHAHAHA WTF LA YINTING)

32. What's getting on your nerves right now?
→ EVERYTHING. BECAUSE OF THE MUSIC CORE CAMERA MAN.

33. Most visited webpage
→ SJ-World

34. Whats your real name
→ Germain

35. Nicknames
→ well people greet me on msn by GERRRRRRRR!!!! Or MAINNNNNN!!!!!!

36. Relationship Status
→ Single.

37. Zodiac sign
→ Taurus.

38. Male or female or transgender?
→ whut.

39. Elementary School?
→ GLory Kindergarten -->South View Primary.

40. Middle School
→ SVPS -->Kranji Secondary.

41. High school
→ KSS-->Republic Poly

42. Hair color
→ Strands of bronze-->brown-->dark brown-->black.

43. Long or short
→ Not long not short.

44. Height
→ 159cm

45. Do you have a crush on someone?
→ Hyuk. HEH.

46. What do you like about yourself?
→ Nothing much?

47. Piercings
→ 2. I WANT MOARRRR.

48. Tattoos
→ none.

49. Righty or lefty
→ Right hander

FIRSTS :

50. First surgery
→ None.

51. First piercing
→ 5 years old.

52. First best friend
→ my mentality of a best friend was wrong back then.

53. First sport you joined
→ Swimming.

54. First pet
→ FISH.

55. First vacation
→ Malaysia. If you want the airplane type, Bangkok/

56. First concert
→ I'm a no lifer. NONE.

57. First crush
→ &%^%$# Needs no reminder.

RIGHT NOW:

58. Eating
→ Nothing

59. Drinking
→ Water

60. Listening to
→ Nothing, watching tv.

61. Waiting for
→ Me to die.

YOUR FUTURE :

58. Want kids
→ yes.

59. Want to get married
→ Most prob, to Hyuk.

60. Careers in mind
→ Somehow showbiz related, behind cameras.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? :

68. Lips or eyes
→ Eyes.

69. Hugs or kisses
→ Both.

70. Shorter or taller
→ Taller.

71. Older or Younger
→ Younger by 1 year to older by 6 years.

72. Romantic or spontaneous
→ Both.

73. Nice stomach or nice arms
→ Both.

74. Sensitive or loud
→ more sensitive than loud

75. Hook-up or relationship
→Relationship. No hook ups. I mean, comeon!

77. Trouble maker or hesitant
→ hah?

HAVE YOU EVER :

78. Kissed a stranger
→ No.

79. Drank hard liquor
→ No..

80. Lost glasses/contacts
→ glasses

81. Sex on first date
→ Never.

82. Broken someone's heart
→ Maybe. Not sure if it's like that. But it seemed to me and other that it is. >.<

83. Had your own heart broken
→ uhyesh.

85. Been arrested
→ no.

86. Turned someone down
→ no.

87. Cried when someone died
→ yes.

88. Liked a friend that is a guy
→ uhyesh2.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

89. Yourself
→ not exactly.

90. Miracles
→ a bit.

91. Love at first sight
→ Not exactly much.

92. Heaven
→ yes.

93. Santa Claus
→ no.

95. Kiss on the first date?
→ no.

96. Angels
→ yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now?
→ Hyuk

98. Had more than one boyfriend/ girlfriend at one time?
→ no.

100. Posting this as 100 Truths?
→ How to? Seeing that the questions number jumped from 98 to 100 with no 99.
Or maybe someone numbered the questions wrongly.
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FREAKING PISSED WITH MUSIC CORE'S CAMERA MAN AND THE PD OR WHOEVER'S RESPONSIBLE FOR ALL THE FAIL CAMERA THINGS.

shit

2009-04-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

They didn't win,
and the freaking cameraman was being such a bitch.
AAAAAARGHHHHHHHHHH!

WHY?

2009-04-08T22:37:00.005+08:00

Sunny, Sunny, Sunny,
Why so pretty??

????

2009-04-08T17:04:00.002+08:00

Remind me again why I miss school so much.
At least, why I miss studying with 4A so much..

Going back to school on every available holiday for extra lessons,
not forgetting to gossip,

laugh,

and vomit

over pictures like this:

Going home late after night study

Walking to Lot One passing by a road like this.

Now can you remind me why I miss studying..?
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happy shibrows!~

2009-04-07T18:16:00.002+08:00

Continue loving your brothers,
don't give up trying to convert your geng and chul.
♥

):

2009-04-06T19:19:00.002+08:00

I'm happy. I'm happy. I'm happy.
I really am.
Is it obvious?
See effing big smile here--> :D
I really am happy..
(혁아, 왜 그렇게 슬픈 거죠? 왜 그렇게 슬퍼 보이지?

슾퍼하지마. 내가 얼마나 당신을 도우 알고 싶다. 한번 안아 또는 뭔가를 줘.
제발 .. 슾퍼하지마...슬픈보고 싶은 당신은 나를 울게합니다. 만약 당신이 날 필요로, 내가 거기있을거야. 내가 당신을 .. 결코 떠나지 않을거야)

<3

2009-04-05T22:20:00.003+08:00

you guys for the win again next week!
축하해요~

iloveyou!

2009-04-04T00:01:00.001+08:00

i love you to no end ♥

sigh sigh sigh sigh x13

2009-04-03T19:07:00.004+08:00

Super Junior didn't win.
Davichi won.

Inkigayo?
Next week?
E.L.F, PLEASE!

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O.M.F.G.
WHY AM I SO AFFECTED BY THAT STUPID FANFICTION WHAI?
I don't ever want Hyoyeon and Hyukjae to end up together.
IN FICS OR WHAT I DON'T CARE NO I DON'T WANT OMG NO.

Shameless.

2009-04-02T18:54:00.002+08:00

Okay,
PIMP
PIMP
PIMP
PIMP
CLICK HERE TO READ, PLEASE?

PLEASE!
(Ohyer it's a sj fanfic with m!preg inside. Enter with caution.)

(:

the last day

now really,

skjdhgfkjsagf

i can't get past this day...

lies.

>.<

TACTLESS! D:<

a foolproof act...?

why is it that...

.....................

whatthephuckplease.

*____________*

'a song to sing'

where the heart is..

because...

T-T

traumatized, traumatized, traumatized.

because i'm so freakin' awesome and you're not,

This is some kind of a process, isn't it?

"spells major heartbreak to me..."

random quizzzzz

useless knowledge and skills?

korean class is jjjjjjjjang~

my friday is not freaking perfect.

i need to fry myself for this. seriously.

1st-5th may: kl /m'sia trip

jaw, bbs.

it was "wear-a-hat-to-class-day" today!

heyheyheyyy~

am so fucked.

I'm Genie for your world

isf, yo.

a very wtf and redundant post.

golden melody awards

BOYS GENERATION BABY~

BREAK.

It's not end, it's AND.

it's just that..

365 days

:D

-.-

laptop repair, mubank!

ce today

...

jkadsjhgsadk

Hyuk's cy-entry

*___*

Rhapsody Camp 1-3 June

LIES.

what the eff.

a churning stomach and clammy hands

kyuhyun's 3rd~

aksjdhadgk

sometimes,

horribler.

ooljima-yo

hey gais..

hyuk's cy entry

there's a man

oh wonderful day.

igotacceptedintorhapsodyhomfg.

start of ze understanding tests

jasminekoolishan is my idol <3!

omg my first A thank you very much!!!

IT'S YOU 1ST STAGE,

a very belated birthday post and 3 day KL trip.

alrise0404

IT'S YOU OMGGGGG

heythar,

away,

heythar,

Sorry,

shit happens to me, and only me,

fooling around,

thank you,

"PLEASE REFLASH YOUR PAGE, OKAIR?"

OHEMGEE NO WORDS

HUK.

happy birthday to you!

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